Aayush Pokharel

Aayush Pokharel

@aayushbuilds

Crafting digital experiences that push the boundaries of what's possible. Based in Toronto.

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My Story

Personal journey and experiences

My childhood home in Nepal didn't have much, but our garden was abundant with lessons on nurturing life.

Every morning began with the gentle ritual of watering our plants. I still recall the calm, meditative rhythm of droplets nourishing the leaves, teaching me patience, care, and the quiet beauty of growth.
Our modest garden was my sanctuary—a place that allowed me to believe in possibilities beyond the humble walls of our home. It taught me early on that dreams, like seeds, grow best when carefully tended.

Our treasured family camera made every captured memory feel sacred, each photo a careful act of hope.

The old film camera resting on our humble bed captured our joys and sorrows. Every click was intentional—precious memories safeguarded carefully in limited film rolls, each image a silent storyteller of our shared struggles and celebrations.

Spring always reminds me of my mother's flower garden—her quiet strength taught me beauty can blossom anywhere.

Planting our first marigolds together, my mother's hands gently guided mine. Those vibrant blooms became symbols of her resilience, forever rooting my memories in lessons of quiet strength and beauty.
Our small garden was a colorful reflection of our bond—each flower nurtured with care became a testament to my mother's unwavering hope and my budding dreams.

At age 11, I took the entrance exam for Budhanilkantha School, a prestigious boarding school in Nepal—my first step into the wider world.

Preparing for school, feeling nervous yet hopeful. Without memorization, guided purely by intuition and curiosity, I managed to pass. This school shaped the rest of my life, sparking a fascination that would soon become a lifelong love: coding.

In the school's modest computer lab, sharing one computer among three eager students, I wrote my first line of code—igniting an enduring passion.

Budhanilkantha School taught me resilience and curiosity. Amid limited resources, it offered my first exhilarating glimpse into the power of code—opening doors I didn’t yet fully grasp.

Moving to Canada gave me a laptop—and freedom. I discovered my purpose: using technology to automate mundane tasks.

Late nights in my small apartment, the glow of my MacBook illuminating newfound possibilities. Coding became my freedom, automating every mundane task—a rebellion against monotony, freeing humanity's brilliance for higher purposes.

At 21, despite success, I felt a deeper calling. I left everything behind to meditate across Nepal, India, and Japan—seeking truth and simplicity.

Meditation retreats with my father in Nepal's serene hills were transformative. Together, we embraced silence, met free-spirited travelers, and discovered the profound beauty hidden in simplicity and mindfulness.
Connecting deeply with nature and fellow wanderers, these peaceful retreats reminded me of my father's gentle wisdom. They shaped my conviction that life's greatest truths lie beyond material ambitions.

Solo travels in Japan taught me technology is more than tools—it's the language of human connection.

Communicating joyfully with a local shopkeeper using translation apps reminded me why I love technology—it bridges distances, cultures, and hearts.
Traveling alone across Japan, every encounter became meaningful. Tech wasn't just a convenience; it was a pathway to shared understanding and mutual respect.

At NOX, I built groundbreaking interfaces but soon saw behind the curtain—where ambition overshadowed authenticity.

Working tirelessly on pioneering generative UIs, the excitement was genuine, yet fleeting. The ambition was intense, but something deeper was missing.
Investing heavily in influencer connections, it dawned on me that our direction was tainted by status games. Realizing my CEO valued prestige over purpose, I quietly knew my chapter here was ending.
After a grueling 16-hour workday, curled exhausted on a couch, I felt hollow despite apparent success. My heart yearned for impact over ambition, authenticity over accolades—I left two months later.

Today, my mission is clear—building technology that frees humanity from trivial tasks, allowing us to pursue enlightenment and deeper meaning.

Flying above clouds, gratitude washed over me—for airplanes, for tech, and for the journey that brought me here. Each experience, struggle, and realization has guided me to this purpose: empowering humanity, automating what binds us, and illuminating the path toward collective awakening.

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